after work

so the other day I went out with some of the boys after work...we found ourselves in the usual places around Fenway...(due to a somewhat recent breakup i've tried to stay within a three to four block radius of where I was living at, until about a few days ago) we found a bar that I hadn't visited yet. While I was bro-ing out with the boys..I noticed a group of girls. Now I haven't had a group of girlfriends in about three years, so I stared at this group of girls with envy and sadness that I wish I would of been sitting there with them talking about make-up and other girly things. My bros noticed my lack of attention to them and called me out, that if any of those girls were to turn around and notice me staring they would of thought I was a lesbian. Point taken, I tried to focus back on the bro talk but god only knows what they were talking about because I was still trying to eavesdrop on the girly chat pretending I was part of their group...then I thought what the fuck is wrong with me?...I need a new approach on getting more friends that don't grow beards.